July 2011
It is a cold, rainy day here in Omaha. I am sitting at my desk reflecting upon the children in the Southeast Asia whom my heart misses greatly. Each time it rains in Bulacan, Philippines; the children come out of their slums and begin to dance and play in the streets – finding moments of rest, drinking the rain while it pours out of the foggy sky. As sewage and garbage run down the crumbled streets, these kiddos run around barefoot, having the time of their lives.
Through this I am reminded of the little things in life that bring great joy and refreshment. The Filipino children dance and play with no worries in the world, purely focused on their small dose of freedom. Why can we not be more like these children? What changes our perspectives, making us fully focused on material things and working hard, all the time? Is it possible to learn how to rest in the mist of a schedule full of chaos? These children remind me that yes; it is very possible to do just that.
In the month of June I really wanted to start prioritizing more of my time, learning even more to utilize the word “no” with liberation. Because I am working here at the office full-time and am in the midst of a very busy photography season, I have felt as though I have become restless. There have been days when I simply cannot stop working, therefore I find myself going one hundred miles an hour from 7am to midnight. I am realizing that it is just important to rest as it is to be living in community and productivity all the time. It is completely healthy to prioritize “alone time” and we need to give ourselves sovereignty to do just that. As I start practicing intentional resting and refreshing moments, I am realizing how difficult it truly is.
During this season of my life, Our Father keeps directing me toward this passage below. It fills my heart with great joy that I can draw closer to him with utmost delight, resting in simple ways throughout my week; even in the midst of life’s chaos.
Matthew 11:28-29
The Message (MSG)
“Are you tired? Worn out? Burned out on religion? Come to Me. Get away with Me and you’ll recover your life. I’ll show you how to take a real rest. Walk with Me and work with Me—watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won’t lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with Me and you’ll learn to live freely and lightly.”
I have welcomed five, consistent financial supporters into my voyage over the last twelve weeks and am filled with such gratitude. During the next few months I will begin to meet with some churches and friends with hopes of inviting these great individuals into my journey as well. I still need to raise $1,894 a month in the midst of my current life situation, so please continue to pray for me as I take leaps of faith, immersing deeper into this season of fundraising. My trust in Our Precious Father is increasing every day and I have been utterly amazed with the encouragements and contributions I have received from all of you.
If you would like to find a time to meet over the summer, please feel more than welcome to contact me – It would be my delight. I hope this note finds you doing well and enjoying the beautiful, fresh, spring air across the country. I am very eager to write you again next month.
Thinking of you all, Hope