June 15, 2007
“The Lord works righteousness and justice for all the oppressed.”
(Psalm 103:6)
Dear friend,
June 26 is the day I travel to Boston, so depending on when you receive this note, I might be in Eastern Europe, or in New England. It's going to be a quick trip and full of activity, including a cousin's wedding in Pennsylvania, time with my family in New Hampshire and a WMF staff retreat in Nebraska. I won't have as much time this year for meeting with all of you, but if you are in the Wolfeboro or surrounding area, I'm hoping to have an afternoon sometime during July 5-11 at my folks place that's an open invitation for anyone who'd like to come for an afternoon of fellowship. I plan to spend some time sharing through song and stories about our life together here in Galati. Send me an email if you're interested in details.
Life has been good this month, but I've found myself exhausted at times, and sometimes at my limit emotionally and physically. Yesterday during our health with the girls, we changed topics from physical health to mental health. We had a good laugh as we talked about things we can do to handle stress and keep us from ending up in the psych hospital. Just talking about stress seemed to bring it the surface. During our five minute break before starting sewing we stepped outside and I had the pleasure of spraying everyone with the hose. Cold water on a hot day equals laughter and fun.
In closing, I have a few thoughts from my journal.
Peace to each one.
In Him,
Rachel
(a.k.a. Rahela, Rakela, Rachelle, Rainchel, Rachelino)
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May 22, 2007
Today I am heavy-hearted, Lord. All these issues are just too big for me to figure out. I don't have a solution for any one of these people. My body is exhausted and worn out from worry and compassion. Teach me to carry your yoke. I don't understand how your yoke can be easy and your burden light. It feels so heavy to me; crushingly heavy. How can it possibly be light? Oh yes, because you are no longer on the cross! You have risen to life!
You say, “Take up your cross and follow me.” But you also say, “Take my yoke upon you and learn from me for I am meek and gentle-hearted, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden light.”
These words seem to be a contradiction, Jesus. First your heavy cross, then your easy yoke?
My problem is trying to carry the burden alone, trying to push ahead without waiting for You. Forgive me. Teach me patience and teach me how to pull this heavy cross yoked closely to You. I cannot walk ahead on my own. But You have not left me alone. You are right beside me. Guide my steps today, O Lord. Amen.